Chapter 363: Realm Upgrade (2)
The moment she lied down, the Bodhisattva whose gaze was on her smiled kindly.
Another decade has passed by in this world…
No one would’ve thought that the moment she woke up from the cold palace, she wasn’t happy, but rather in pain.
Why…did she revive?
Did she have to experience the terrifying dreams again?
Heaven was blind. She…she was a ruthless murderer!
She…how many innocent people died tragically because of her? Just like the kind hearted old man. She probably killed hundreds of them!
She was just a resentful spirit who was unresigned!
Despite the world giving her another chance, she would still hate and be angry, wanting to overturn the royal court and make everyone die with her!
But…she was also a tired nomad.
She had experience too much pain, doubt, hardships, uneasiness, betrayal and murder in her previous life. Whenever she saw the village being blood washed, the mountainous rivers being blocked, the schemes from court, and the public’s revile of her, she felt deeply exhausted and believed that it was a mistake that heaven had made her transmigrate….
Who knew…that she had transmigrated again. But her heart was too weak to endure any more pain…she didn’t want to live anymore…
After that, she spent an entire 3 days before understanding why she had transmigrated and her task this time.
She had to atone for her crimes.
Once this thought crossed her mind, she suddenly found the motivation to live. Naturally, she didn’t want to take revenge anymore.
People were selfish. In her previous life, people had treated her like that due to various reasons because she had deserved it. In the end, she was tired and admitted defeat. But in this life, she didn’t believe anyone could bring her harm. Therefore, there was no need to kill all those people to take revenge on a hatred that wasn’t even born yet.
No… even if it was their fault, it was ok. As long as they don’t step over her bottom line, she could let them go.
Therefore when Gong Jue said she was caring, she just smiled.
Rather than that, she believed it was more of an indulgence of the strong towards the weak.
She was proud and this had come from the fact that she was born a powerful person! Therefore, she never considered the consequences.
Whether it was Gong Che or Gong Jue, Su Miaolan or Li Ke, or even Si Wuyan, she could let them all go because she could endure the consequences.
If they wanted a battle, it was ok. However, it should be built upon people with the same level of power. However, she had much more strengths than the rest of them and she didn’t have the hobby of bullying the weak.
Therefore, she chose to forgive, instead of to punish. She was the real honorable person, not afraid of anyone or any incidents.
Of course, she had her own weakness. That was the fear of love and hindrance.
Love made people stupid and hindrance made people cower.
During this period of time…she seemed to be a bit confused.
But tonight, the moment she saw this Bodhisattva, her mind was clear once again. She had returned to the 3 days that she had rebirthed and thought through everything.
She still had feelings towards Gong Che because of how nice he was to her. She still had feelings towards Gong Jue because her heart depended on no one and needed Gong Jue to be someone she could rely on, like mental support.
She treated them like family, but in reality, she had no family!
Maybe it was ruthless to think so, but the only people who can be carefree are those who let go or everything. Whether it exists or doesn’t, it was the same.
They were caring, but also ruthless people.
It was as if something had been washed away and in that moment, she felt her aura changing completely. She actually charged all the way from the 4th to 6th realm! She had reached the peak!