Chapter 357: Gong Jue Arrives (2)
“It is a feeling that…sometimes turns around, and sometimes goes up to the clouds. sometimes, it’s heartbreaking, but those thoughts will also embed themselves deep within you. I never knew such feelings in the past, but I learned of it later. Only, the person who made me understand this just so happened to be my sister.”
It really was quite a coincidence…Gong Yimo was speechless.
“It would be nice if she was here. I really wish I could ask her why I never received a single letter from her after more than a year had passed. Was it fear? Or hate? I will never know. It only pains me every time I think of it.”
He clenched his hands into fists and gently tapped it at his chest. He was clearly smiling, but an inseparable sadness covered his body as if another part of him, his soul, was crying. His eyelashes slowly fluttered downwards, and he closed his eyes.
“If she were here, I wish to tell her that if the price of honesty was to never see her again, then I hope she could forget about that day, and so will I so that we may start all over again.”
His words managed to move Gong Yimo’s heart. Was he really willing to forget everything and start again?
Seeing her deep in thought, Gong Yimo stared at her with his burning gaze. It was like a fire was burning deep within his eyes!
Will he really forget everything and start over?
Only by tying this person by his side would he have a chance. It hurt too much, but he yearned for it too deeply! It felt to him like he was going to die having to live without her! So, only with her by his side, he could at least feel a sense of relief by having the chance of seeing her every day.
That is why he exposed the weakest side of him to this person and expressed all of his grief. He knew that Mo’er was a very carefree person, but she was also soft-hearted. So, as long as the person in front of him was her, she would definitely reveal a flaw.
He must be patient if he wishes to obtain the result he desired.
For some reason, being stared at by him should have been a tender scene, but Gong Yimo could feel a chill run down her back as her hairs stood up one by one. She shook her head and sighed.
“Though this one may not understand His Highness’ deep feelings, I will still pass your word to her…”
Then, she looked at Gong Che and said, “Only…it is a pity that she is not here.”
These words evoked a bitter smile from Gong Che. “Does she not come because she hates me?”
Gong Yimo smiled. “Though this one is not a woman, I can still tell that she does not hate you.”
“In that case, what does she am I really to her?”
Gong Che’s eyes suddenly glowed. His body was stiff as if he were trying to restrain himself from bringing this person into his arms, and to give way to the vivid descriptions of these longing feelings of infatuation.
Gong Yimo could hardly bear it, but she was still decisive.
“I may be able to guess. In this one’s perspective, she will not stop for anyone.”
“Why?” Gong Che was anxious. “Whatever she wishes to do, I will not limit her if she will be with me. I will not bring her any trouble at all, and I will even help her, support her! She can do whatever she wishes to! Even if that means standing against the entire country, I will still stand by her!”
Gong Yimo thought, then why have you never helped or supported me in my past life? To betray your country, and stand by me?
But this thought lasted for only a moment.
She knew that different encounters led to different results. Only, even if she had forgotten or no longer cared about the pain, it still plagues her, and so she endured.
“She had once said to me that she did not believe in the existence of love in this world. In her opinion, it is no different than seeing the reflection of the moon atop a lake. It will not hold up against storm-tossed seas. And so, that is why she will not marry. Her words hold true, and makes no distinctions.”