Chapter 0 - A Night to Remember (19+)
‘Oh, I’m in the middle of having s*x,’ Heerak Cho thought hazily.
His head throbbed. He felt nauseous. He felt completely ruined by his hangover. His spinning vision made him feel like dying.
Although he was acquainted with a lot of people, he could count the number he considered friends with one hand. It had been a while since they last met, so he went drinking with them. And of course, everyone went out of control. There were too many things to talk about and hear about from each other. The empty bottles lined themselves up at a terrifying rate.
For some time now, Heerak was instinctively emitting pheromones without any restraint. He thrust his hips wildly, to reach an even deeper spot than before.
The friction was immense. It was probably the first time he had been inside such a dry and tight hole. It wasn’t swallowing up his member as happily as he expected.
The panting omega pinned under him wasn’t soft and supple at all.
Also, it wasn’t easy.
He filled the room to the brim with his pheromones, but the omega wasn’t reacting as he anticipated. A superdominant alpha was spreading his pheromones to this extent. Most omegas hit with his pheromones would already be intoxicated by this scent and be soaking wet and more. All the omegas he slept with so far actively spread their legs and rolled their hips with pleasure. However, there was no reaction from this omega.
Perhaps this omega was superdominant.
He could understand this reaction if this were an omega who could resist his pheromones with ease.
At some point, Heerak started to feel a strange uneasiness.
This s*x felt foreign and strange. It was easy to figure out why.
There was no scent.
He couldn’t smell anything from this omega.
It was truly a weird feeling.
To think that he would meet an omega whose pheromones he couldn’t smell.
Plus, he was in the middle of having s*x. Alpha or omega, they emitted pheromones unconsciously. This would be the prime time to smell something when both were racing to the peak of pleasure. It didn’t make any sense to hide pheromones at this time.
Even while his mind was growing fuzzy, Heerak felt his pride being scratched.
He never felt such humiliation before.
He pushed in roughly on purpose. His slowly grinding hips changed to rough, unrestrained movements. The sound of flesh pounding on flesh loudly filled the room.
The omega’s face was buried in a pillow. He moaned through the pillow, clutched tightly with both hands. Every time Heerak thrust up with force, he could faintly hear him letting out sighs, wet with tears.
What even was this situation?
His mood gradually dampened. Whether Heerak did it gently or passionately, this omega seemed like he would continue to hold back his voice while hunched over.
This was not fun at all.
Rather than having s*x, this felt like…
Heerak frowned. His enthusiastic hip movements slowed to a halt. He lowered himself, his sweaty skin pressing down close to the other’s.
He leaned down and whispered close to the omega’s ear. Because of his close contact, he could feel the omega underneath flinch. He thought the trembling omega was cute, so he licked the omega’s neck and earlobe. He could feel the omega’s trembling intensify.
Heerak grinned and muttered in a low voice.
“Am I raping you by any chance?”
He thought it was a bit absurd, but he had no choice but to ask. If that were the case, he would need to stop immediately.
As soon as he asked that question, the head buried in the pillow shook aggressively. Heerak grinned to himself as he saw the head moving wildly from side to side.
‘True, there’s no way I would do that.’
No matter how drunk he was, he did not think that he would push down an unwilling omega and rape him. Rape itself was something he should not do. Moreover, he couldn’t imagine himself dragging a person who was refusing him to bed. It was a matter of pride. His philosophy was “I don’t like people who don’t like me.” He never had a lack of partners either. There was always a line-up of omegas who wanted to sleep, and he could just pick one from them.
He lacked nothing, so why would he need to rape anyone?
Heerak let out a laugh. It was ridiculous, but he cooled down after imagining something absurd.
“So that means we’re sleeping with each other consensually.”
Even so, he asked once more, to confirm. Although it was a relief that this was not rape, he couldn’t shake off the feeling of uneasiness this situation gave him.
The omega, who answered him straight away before, took his time to answer. Listening closely, he could hear the omega whimpering. He had no idea why the omega was reluctant to answer if this wasn’t rape.
The omega’s silence made a strange desire pop up. Heerak stirred around the insides with his member, still buried within. He rolled his hips in a circular motion and then penetrated inside strongly. Every time he pounded against him, the body underneath shook like a leaf, which gave Heerak a sense of satisfaction.
Heerak nibbled on the other’s earlobe and asked again.
“Answer me. It’s consensual, right?”
At that, the omega nodded reluctantly. The slow up and down movements of the omega’s head made Heerak grin once more. Although his face was buried under the pillow, it was easy to imagine what kind of expression the other had. He was sure the other was making a bitter face.
“Let’s see your face then. Don’t act so hard to get.”
The reaction that came back was more fervent than ever. He shook his head zealously and his body was even shaking badly. The obvious refusal made Heerak flinch.
“I get it. I’m not going to force you.”
He felt like he needed more than words. As if to soothe his trembling partner, he licked and sucked at the other’s exposed body, starting from his neck and shoulders. He licked off his salty sweat and impulsively left kisses.
It was more effective than he thought. He could feel the other loosening his tension. His nape and earlobe were flushed once more in red. It was quite a delicious sight.
After Heerak’s pressing questions were answered, other questions started flooding into his head. They lingered on the tip of his tongue.
This omega’s lower half did not show a single sign of getting wet; plus, it was strange that he wasn’t leaking out any pheromones. He also wondered how in the world they came to be sleeping with each other.
‘By any chance, does he not like my pheromones?’ He wondered, but he did not want to ask. He felt like he would sulk from his scarred pride if the returning answer was affirmative.
Since the other didn’t want to show his face, Heerak felt that he should assess the situation by feeling. He would feel bad if he were the only one enjoying the act and his partner wasn’t at all.
Thanks to that, Heerak observed his partner more meticulously than ever. He paid attention to the sounds his partner made when he buried himself deep within and felt the trembling of the other when he grazed his teeth on his neck. Heerak tried not to miss a single thing. Because they were sticking close to each other, he could pick up the slightest of reactions. He adjusted his movements more carefully than before. He wanted to find the spot that made this omega melt with pleasure.
He felt good.
There were a lot of missing things from this s*x. The insides did not leak out fluid in reaction to his alpha pheromones. The omega’s cloyingly sweet pheromones weren’t hanging in the air. There were no pleas, begging him to penetrate deeper or move faster.
Still, he felt good. He wondered why.
Heerak looked to the side. The fingers that gripped the pillow loosened and tightened. Watching these squirming fingers not knowing what to do made Heerak smile.
He overlapped his hands with the other’s. The omega gasped in surprise. It was a good reaction. While he was at it, he interlocked fingers with him. The omega’s shoulder shook in surprise.
“Do you like this? This kind of thing?”
After a pause, there was a nod in agreement. Heerak couldn’t help but smile at the nodding head.
He felt jittery. It was the first time he had this kind of s*x.
Clasping hands and sticking himself close, he moved his hips. The hesitant and tight insides slowly opened up.
He didn’t know why, but despite having consensual s*x with this omega, he felt initially uncomfortable. But this feeling softened and eased, just after holding hands. He couldn’t help but realize how hard the omega was trying to accept Heerak’s growing member.
The omega’s grip tightened. It was almost too hesitant as if what he was doing was something to be concerned about. Heerak smiled to himself and tightened his grip as if to answer. He couldn’t be sure, but he felt like the omega was smiling faintly.
‘It doesn’t feel like I have a condom on.’
Heerak was usually thorough and had a condom at hand. But for some reason today, he didn’t have one. Of course, there was no way he would remember since he couldn’t even recall how he got in this situation to start with.
He felt himself getting dizzier.
Surely, he would fall asleep at this rate. Every time he felt the need to come, his mind was flooded with the need to sleep. The omega’s embrace was just right for him. The thin moans with every roll of his hips were also good to hear.
He buried his lips in the other’s neck and listened closely.
He could hear the heated breath of the other. With every soft breath, he felt like a sweetness was spreading near his heart.
This was good in its own way.
But maybe it would’ve been better if he could hear the other’s voice.
He would’ve felt satisfied, if only just to witness the other’s voice dripping in sweetness and calling his name. He wondered what this omega’s voice sounded like.
Heerak chuckled to himself.
He was having s*x with someone whose voice and face he didn’t know. He found this situation amusing yet ridiculous. For the first time, he felt frustrated at the missing pieces of his memory.
The satisfaction and fatigue from s*x made his eyes blurry with sleep. Heerak let his eyelids close on their own.
‘Maybe this could have all been a dream,’ he thought.
And that was fine. He felt good either way, so it didn’t matter whether this was a dream.
He simply wanted to linger inside this omega for a long time.