Chapter 30 - Play It Cool (19+)
Heerak swirled his fingers around as soon as he stopped talking. The fingers that probed and explored inside slowly gained speed and rhythm. While delving into the deepest and most secret areas, Heerak’s eyes were fixed on Doseon’s face. The look in Doseon’s eyes was different from before, and his gasping lips were stimulating, in a good way. Even though his face was not close to his, Heerak could see that Doseon’s forehead was beading with sweat. Stretching and loosening the entrance weren’t the only things Heerak spent time on. He poured in his energy to find out where Doseon felt it the best. It almost felt like he was being tested in advance for when he penetrated inside. How best could he make that face crumble down in pleasure?
He grabbed the lotion that was rolling around on the sheets and squeezed another generous amount. While he was lubricating the entrance and surrounding areas sufficiently, he tried not to look too closely. He thought this before, but when he saw Doseon’s lower half dripping with white, translucent lotion, Heerak felt more lightheaded from this sight than anything else. He felt like his already thin patience would finally crack.
Heerak gazed at Doseon.
‘I’m going to put it in now. Do you feel ready? I know it’ll be difficult, but could you relax?’ Several thoughts came up in his head, but the opportunity to say them never came up. Instead, when their eyes met, the other was the first to nod determinedly. Heerak’s brows twitched at the unexpected reaction. He chuckled.
‘Did he know what I was going to ask before he nodded? Maybe I’ll ask him later.’
Heerak let out a small sigh, positioned the tip of his c*ck at Doseon’s entrance, and slowly pushed in. He could hear sharp but suppressed cries from Doseon, but Heerak could not react to it. He felt a tight pressure that he anticipated and experienced before. Just as he thought, this person was not easy. He felt like he would curse if he opened his mouth now. A cold sweat broke out on his back. Superdominant pheromones started to leak out, despite having no use today. He felt like he would suffocate from his own excited pheromones.
He managed to enter halfway. As he slid in, he could feel his member grow, which made it an absolute torture. This was the first time he had such a hard time when penetrating.
Contrary to his lower half that was swept away by excitement, in his head he felt regretful. He let a novice prepare himself alone from start to finish. He must have been so panicked. He also must have been in great pain. As these thoughts cropped up in his head, Heerak didn’t get the best feeling from them.
Heerak lowered his torso with care. He propped himself up with his elbows on the sheets and moved cautiously so as not to put too much weight on Doseon. He couldn’t see what face Doseon was making. Doseon covered his face with his hands. He could only hear the faint moans that were irrepressible by the palms of his hands.
“Doseon, move your hands.”
“Because I’m probably a mess.”
Heerak didn’t sound too hot either, but it didn’t compare to how Doseon sounded. The voice, tangled with pain and tension, was quivering and fairly quiet.
If he wanted to, Heerak could easily remove Doseon’s hands. If it were anyone else, he would have acted on this as soon as it came up in his head. If Doseon was an omega, Heerak would have made the other submit to him with his pheromones without a second thought. However, that was not the case today. He couldn’t speak for next time, but today at least, he did not want to come across like that.
Heerak whispered to Doseon, “My face or my head, I don’t have a preference, so could you pet me too?”
Nothing else came to mind. He felt that maybe he was going too far by pushing these requests on Doseon in this situation, but his mouth moved like it had a mind of its own.
“I’m also good with wrapping your arms around my neck or back,” he kept talking when he saw the hands covering the other’s face flinch, “Anything is fine. I think I’ll be really happy if you do that for me.”
It was better to say anything than nothing at all.
Heerak was finally able to take a peek at the face that he wanted to see. Doseon’s eyes shook anxiously, but he didn’t look like he was suffering from extreme pain. That put Heerak at ease. Heerak pressed his lips on the other, who was unevenly moaning and breathing.
The two hands that were outstretched aimlessly slowly approached him.
Hesitant palms caressed Heerak’s face gently. The tips of his fingers brushed away the sweat on his cheek and forehead and gently swept against his temples and jaw. Heerak’s narrow and shapely eyes were filled with delight. Heerak savored this touch for a moment and tilted his head to the side to kiss Doseon’s wrist in return. Just as one hand was about to fall from his face, Heerak snatched that wrist.
He gently pushed the hand onto the pillow and interlocked fingers. His eyes folded in playful crescents, and Doseon’s wide-eyed expression changed. A smile finally bloomed on those timid, squirming lips. Heerak thought that it looked like the face of someone who was trying to push down their incredible joy.
His free arm snaked beneath Doseon’s shoulders and pulled him close. As their connected area jostled, Heerak heard Doseon groan. As if to soothe him, Heerak lowered his head and pressed his lips down on Doseon’s jaw and nape.
It was difficult for Heerak to tolerate the entrance, since it clamped down tightly, not granting him further access. Even so, he couldn’t bring himself to tell Doseon to loosen up and relax. If it were possible, Doseon would have done that already. It was also a matter of Heerak’s pride. Heerak imagined himself begging and pleading to allow him to go in deeper—just the thought of it made him want to scoff at himself.