Chapter 29 - Play It Cool (19+)
Heerak was still full of energy, but Doseon seemed to be tired from getting fondled from head to toe. Rather, it would be weirder for Doseon not to be tired after continuously enduring feverish pleasure while being tense.
It was then that Heerak grabbed the body lotion. Doseon, looking flushed and panting, sat up carefully. Heerak gave him a questioning look, and at that, Doseon hesitantly spoke. Heerak could not understand it completely because Doseon’s voice was muffled and indistinct from his embarrassment. But after organizing what he heard in his head, he could guess that Doseon said something along the lines of “I feel bad just receiving, so I want to suck you off too.”
Heerak stretched one arm out and pulled Doseon’s shoulder into a hug. Heerak jumped at the chance to kiss the forehead of the man who leaned forward.
“Next time for me too,” Heerak whispered in a low voice, smiling, “Leave everything to me tonight and relax. Just focus on feeling good.”
He tightened his grasp on Doseon’s shoulders and pushed the other man down. Doseon complied meekly, blinking, as he let himself be buried by the bedsheets once more.
Heerak could sense that Doseon was feeling a bit indignant, but he mumbled slyly, “No matter what you say, I can’t listen to that request of yours. I don’t really care about anything else—the only thought in my head is that I want to redeem myself from that night.”
Heerak squeezed out a generous dollop of lotion. After waiting for the fluid to warm up in his palms to the perfect temperature, he slowly reached out. He spread the lotion with his fingertips, gently stimulating the flinching, tightly clenched folds of Doseon’s hole. Heerak looked up and saw Doseon’s face was completely stiff—that was probably not just his imagination. This kind of foreplay was on a different level than the somewhat playful yet sensual gestures just moments ago. Even the act of spreading lotion seemed to carry several innuendos. It was a declaration that he was going to penetrate inside. It was a warning to Heerak that he would have to feel an immense amount of pressure again, just like that night. Heerak was sure those kinds of thoughts would surge into his head without rest.
Although probably not to the extent that Doseon was feeling nervous, Heerak felt his chest throbbing from the tension. To date, he had savored the deepest places of many omegas by prodding and stretching it with his fingers, but he never felt what he was feeling now. At this very moment, all his experiences where the omegas would plead and beg for something bigger and hotter once he put his fingers in were completely useless. Simply seeing Doseon jolt and gasp from being stroked between his hole and his perineum made Heerak feel parched.
‘Wow, holy shit.’
After a pause, Heerak pushed in the tip of his thumb. As his fingertip entered bit by bit while spreading lotion, Heerak also felt immense pressure. Heerak let out a sigh every time Doseon unconsciously clamped down when he felt nervous. Heerak felt like he would go insane. To think that this hole took in him that night made him dizzy and controlled his thoughts.
He managed to push his thumb in and rolled it slowly, drawing a circle. His eyes strained every time the entrance puckered and twitched. At this rate, Heerak was worried that his rationality would snap, and he would just pounce on Doseon. He put on a lot of airs so far, but if he acted on his impulses, all his efforts would go up in smoke. This was his biggest concern, but he hoped that they would remain as concerns.
“Doseon, does it hurt? How is it?” Heerak said in a somewhat deflated voice. He was desperately trying to not sound like he was going out of his mind from excitement.
“No… It doesn’t hurt, but… it feels weird,” his voice cracked a bit at the end, but Doseon sounded composed. Heerak felt a bit defeated for some reason. On Heerak’s side, he felt like he was a horny brat who was having s*x for the first time and couldn’t contain his excitement. He was agitated and restless.
Heerak slowly pulled his thumb out. As he deliberately pushed in his index and middle fingers in the puckering, slightly gaping hole, he heard Doseon inhale sharply. He looked up, worried that two fingers were too much too soon, and was met with a reluctant pair of eyes.
“Yes?” Heerak answered, but Doseon didn’t continue right away. Doseon seemed to have a concern that he needed to consider a few times. Heerak patiently waited for the other’s lips to move.
“Truth be told, I’m very, extremely nervous right now.”
“…!” Heerak’s eyes widened at the unexpected statement. Since Doseon emphasized it so much, he was probably tremendously nervous.
“Are you uncomfortable anywhere? You can answer honestly, so please tell me.” Heerak carefully conveyed to Doseon, who shook his head, saying that this wasn’t what this was about.
“I don’t know why I’m so nervous right now. But I’m more nervous than that night.”
“Really? Then why do you look so okay? You look like how you are usually. I thought I was the only one nervous. So lame of me.”
“So if I, you know… start saying some nonsense, please ignore it. I wanted to let you know while my head was clear.”
Heerak mumbled in a low voice, “That’s a bummer.”
“I’m barely just hanging on to my sense of reason, but you’re saying your head is somewhat clear. That’s unfair.”