Chapter 1 - A Night to Remember (19+)

At that, the omega nodded reluctantly. The slow up and down movements of the omega’s head made Heerak grin once more. Although his face was buried under the pillow, it was easy to imagine what kind of expression the other had. He was sure the other was making a bitter face.

“Let’s see your face then. Don’t act so hard to get.”

The reaction that came back was more fervent than ever. He shook his head zealously and his body was even shaking badly. The obvious refusal made Heerak flinch.

“I get it. I’m not going to force you.”

He felt like he needed more than words. As if to soothe his trembling partner, he licked and sucked at the other’s exposed body, starting from his neck and shoulders. He licked off his salty sweat and impulsively left kisses.

It was more effective than he thought. He could feel the other loosening his tension. His nape and earlobe were flushed once more in red. It was quite a delicious sight.

After Heerak’s pressing questions were answered, other questions started flooding into his head. They lingered on the tip of his tongue.

This omega’s lower half did not show a single sign of getting wet; plus, it was strange that he wasn’t leaking out any pheromones. He also wondered how in the world they came to be sleeping with each other.

‘By any chance, does he not like my pheromones?’ He wondered, but he did not want to ask. He felt like he would sulk from his scarred pride if the returning answer was affirmative.

Since the other didn’t want to show his face, Heerak felt that he should assess the situation by feeling. He would feel bad if he were the only one enjoying the act and his partner wasn’t at all.

Thanks to that, Heerak observed his partner more meticulously than ever. He paid attention to the sounds his partner made when he buried himself deep within and felt the trembling of the other when he grazed his teeth on his neck. Heerak tried not to miss a single thing. Because they were sticking close to each other, he could pick up the slightest of reactions. He adjusted his movements more carefully than before. He wanted to find the spot that made this omega melt with pleasure.

He felt good.

There were a lot of missing things from this s*x. The insides did not leak out fluid in reaction to his alpha pheromones. The omega’s cloyingly sweet pheromones weren’t hanging in the air. There were no pleas, begging him to penetrate deeper or move faster.

Still, he felt good. He wondered why.

Heerak looked to the side. The fingers that gripped the pillow loosened and tightened. Watching these squirming fingers not knowing what to do made Heerak smile.

He overlapped his hands with the other’s. The omega gasped in surprise. It was a good reaction. While he was at it, he interlocked fingers with him. The omega’s shoulder shook in surprise.

“Do you like this? This kind of thing?”

After a pause, there was a nod in agreement. Heerak couldn’t help but smile at the nodding head.

He felt jittery. It was the first time he had this kind of s*x.

Clasping hands and sticking himself close, he moved his hips. The hesitant and tight insides slowly opened up.

He didn’t know why, but despite having consensual s*x with this omega, he felt initially uncomfortable. But this feeling softened and eased, just after holding hands. He couldn’t help but realize how hard the omega was trying to accept Heerak’s growing member.

The omega’s grip tightened. It was almost too hesitant as if what he was doing was something to be concerned about. Heerak smiled to himself and tightened his grip as if to answer. He couldn’t be sure, but he felt like the omega was smiling faintly.

‘It doesn’t feel like I have a condom on.’

Heerak was usually thorough and had a condom at hand. But for some reason today, he didn’t have one. Of course, there was no way he would remember since he couldn’t even recall how he got in this situation to start with.

He felt himself getting dizzier.

Surely, he would fall asleep at this rate. Every time he felt the need to come, his mind was flooded with the need to sleep. The omega’s embrace was just right for him. The thin moans with every roll of his hips were also good to hear.

He buried his lips in the other’s neck and listened closely.

He could hear the heated breath of the other. With every soft breath, he felt like a sweetness was spreading near his heart.

This was good in its own way.

But maybe it would’ve been better if he could hear the other’s voice.

He would’ve felt satisfied, if only just to witness the other’s voice dripping in sweetness and calling his name. He wondered what this omega’s voice sounded like.

Heerak chuckled to himself.

He was having s*x with someone whose voice and face he didn’t know. He found this situation amusing yet ridiculous. For the first time, he felt frustrated at the missing pieces of his memory.

The satisfaction and fatigue from s*x made his eyes blurry with sleep. Heerak let his eyelids close on their own.

‘Maybe this could have all been a dream,’ he thought.

And that was fine. He felt good either way, so it didn’t matter whether this was a dream.

He simply wanted to linger inside this omega for a long time.

1.

When he opened his eyes, he was alone.

‘I really wasn’t myself last night. I guess I was drunker than I thought,’ was the first thought that came across his mind. He didn’t think he would wake up to such a shabby room.

Heerak sat in the bed blankly and laughed hollowly. An old-fashioned matchbox. A tissue wrapper with the phone number of an on-call masseuse, in large numbers. As he looked at the things on the nightstand, his hollow laugh grew. The only items he could recognize were his watch, car keys, and wallet.